No Motivation

I Just do NOT get it. I am in pain almost every minute of the day: back, legs, shoulder, ribs, muscles, feet, knees. And yet I am unable to become motivated enough to lose the weight. All I can think about is when I am going to eat next. And if I am worried about something else, like school, then I want to calm my self with more food. Yes, like many I am an emotional eater. I am turning my cable off Wednesday because I cannot afford that bill anymore. Maybe it will help me stop eating so much. Most of my meals are in front of the TV. Actually, all of them are. Then again, will I become so bored that I eat even more. I just know that I cannot do this alone. I need support. Please Jesus send me someone who knows what I am going through and who can help me along the way.